I don’t know who you are but I have to find out more about you! I love this post. I understand it and can relate to it. You are fantastic and brave. Keep that shit up, sister.
I want to write about sex.
I want to write about the glorious way it feeds my creativity, and how deep pleasure is balm to my soul. I want to capture the absurd dichotomy of my existence as both single mom and sexual being, in long wet delicious sentences.
But then I would be a sex blogger. And I’m not brave enough for that.
I want to write about the tug of war going on in my brain, my anxiety and depression and PTSD and Imposter Syndrome.
But then I would be a mental illness blogger. I don’t want to be mentally ill, let alone write about it.
I’m inflamed with unexpressed ideas. It feels like sickness. Tender, feverish, swollen.
I want to bite off more than I can chew and chew longer.
I want to navigate the jagged edges of all my experiences, dance among the wreckage, celebrate the joy…
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